This first song & single off of my third EP tells about feeling cold, tired, sad & depressed every day, feeling neither joy nor happiness in life, also not finding any reasons to even smile, only pain as I walk pointless around without raising any hopes for a better future and how that feeling suddenly vanished over time by taking anti depressants, feeling the happiest ever and not wanting to ever stop taking them, because I would be concerned I’d start to then feel low again if I did stop th...